nothingburgerday

 today was a whole nothingburger. i didn't really do much other than worry about school for a bit and miss my boyfriend a whole lot. i really tried to savor today as much as possible because it's the last day of a long weekend, and the next time i wake up, i'm gonna have to go to school sigh... 

i've been listening to The Peace by underscores and I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith a lot lately. i've also been thinking about Secretary (2002) a lot, i'm thinking about rewatching it. it's a really good movie. 

my 18th birthday is coming up this october so i really have to start planning i guess... i feel a bit neutral about it because the only thing i knew i really wanted to do was watch a movie, but plans changed i Guess so my mom doesn't wanna do that anymore yeah ok. instead we're just gonna celebrate at some venue. i really don't want the whole program i just wanted to chill with friends but if we're gonna have like around 50 people then like... we need a program cause otherwise it's gonna be a freaking boring mess ugh... whatever... my birthday falls on the last day of this school sports event week too so like idk how that will turn out. i hope it turns out well. ok that's all, i'm gonna finish my blog up and then maybe rewatch Secretary then go to sleep. 

k bai