today i woke up with a sense of impending doom. mostly because i was anxious about this one class with this one prof. she isn't like terrifying or anything... but idk when it comes to classes with teachers that really wanna interact with you i just feel sick. i always just get anxious about what to say and i get an uneasy feeling that will not go away until the class is over. anyway, that sense of impending doom disappeared right before i entered the gates of the school because our class recieved an email from that professor saying she'd be absent because she's sick. get well soon!
tomorrow is gonna be another idk day. i have a quiz first thing in the morning, i already studied. Monday and Wednesdays have easily become my least fav days of the week ughhhhhhh. there's just so much going on. and it's so inconvenient to change from my uniform to the pe uniform. like what the hell just let me change shirts or something, what the hell are you making me change whole outfits for ITS SO ANNOYING. we don't even have lockers to keep our shit like i really just gotta carry this with me building to building like i'm a highschool chud. Okay.
topic change, i do not feel spiritually connected to my letterboxd top 4 favorite films right now. i have to spend some time to find personal 5 star rated movies that i feel can truly take a spot in my top 4. idk when i can do that though. it's gonna take some time and i don't know if i have all that right now. but i'll see.
k bai
